Friday, August 29, 2014
Survey: What Should I Do Next?
Thursday, August 28, 2014
Doctors And Dads 3
In the third installment of Joe Gage's popular Doctors and Dads series for Dragon Media, I am the same doctor I was in the first. Unusually for me, however, I'm also a son who, in this case, gets it on with his dad and his brother! Well, we're in a foreign country, so who's going to know we're having an incestuous gay 3-way in a tent in the desert?
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| Brothers giving each other a helping hand |
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| Fucking my dad while my brother watches |
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| Feeding daddy |
Tuesday, August 26, 2014
Tuesday, August 19, 2014
So much for "Retirement"
Right around the time I was promoting Bryan Slater's Wet Dream, I was struggling with some personal issues that needed my attention. Reluctant to make any formal announcements about retiring from porn, it was clear to me that my fantasy life needed to be put on hold while I attended to my real life. During an interview, I quickly realized this explanation was long-winded and unsexy. As a result, I used "retire" as shorthand for "I'm taking a break and, if I'm feeling better, I might be back."
Intermittently over the past year, I've felt better and I've done a little work you might have missed, but let's start with this one...
My friend, Ray Dragon, gave me the opportunity to do something I'd never done in porn: headline a film. Together, we conceived and cast this all-sex video in 2013. Jay Black, Dale Cooper, Fabio Stallone, Kirk Cummings, Drew Sumrock and I had a hot time together. If you haven't seen it, click here and watch it now!
I love working with Joe Gage. As long as he will cast me, I think I'll continue performing. Off-Duty Cops (above) is a really hot film from his popular Sex Files series you might have missed. Click here to get it now.
Dragon Cumblast 2 is a compilation film of some of the hottest cum scenes Ray Dragon has filmed. There's a lot of good stuff here. Click here to buy it on DVD or download to own.
Intermittently over the past year, I've felt better and I've done a little work you might have missed, but let's start with this one...
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| Bryan Slater's Wet Dream (top to bottom, Dale Cooper, me and Kirk Cummings) |
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| Off-Duty Cops (that's me fucking David Chase) |
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| Dragon Cumblast 2 - scene from In The Basement |
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| Dragon Cumblast 2 - scene from Truck You |
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| American Bukkake - about to feed Allen Silver |
And speaking of cum...American Bukkake has a lot of it!
And next week, Doctors and Dads 3 will be released. I had a blast in the original Doctors and Dads, so I'm glad Joe had me back for round three! I'll keep you posted on the details.
Wednesday, August 13, 2014
My Journey Through Depression
It's been more than a year since my last post. I've been on a bit of a journey.
In the winter of 2012, I started sliding into depression. I've wanted to write about it many times – especially after the suicides of my comrades Arpad Miklos and Wilfried Knight – but I wasn't up to the task. Now, in the wake of the death of Robin Williams, I am reminded about the importance of talking about depression.
I'm still here because of the love and support of family and friends. It isn't always easy. On my worst days, reaching out for help doesn't seem possible.
The details of what caused my depression are private, but I will say this: my age did not cause my depression. I do not do drugs and I am not a big drinker, so addiction did not cause my depression. And porn did not cause my depression.
In the beginning, however, my involvement in porn often kept me from reaching out. "Who," I wondered, "would ever help me? No one wants to listen to a sad porn guy." Foolishness, to be sure.
To anyone reading this – especially my fellow sex workers – I want you to know your life matters. We want you healthy, happy and here. Take care of yourself. If you aren't able, there is help.
If you or someone you know is struggling with depression, isolation, or thoughts of suicide, visit the Trevor Project’s website or call the confidential, 24-hour hotline at 1-866-488-7386. In the U.S., you can also call 1-800-273-8255 for the National Suicide Prevention Lifeline. Also visit the American Foundation for Suicide Prevention to find information and resources.
Lots of love,
BRYAN
In the winter of 2012, I started sliding into depression. I've wanted to write about it many times – especially after the suicides of my comrades Arpad Miklos and Wilfried Knight – but I wasn't up to the task. Now, in the wake of the death of Robin Williams, I am reminded about the importance of talking about depression.
I'm still here because of the love and support of family and friends. It isn't always easy. On my worst days, reaching out for help doesn't seem possible.
The details of what caused my depression are private, but I will say this: my age did not cause my depression. I do not do drugs and I am not a big drinker, so addiction did not cause my depression. And porn did not cause my depression.
In the beginning, however, my involvement in porn often kept me from reaching out. "Who," I wondered, "would ever help me? No one wants to listen to a sad porn guy." Foolishness, to be sure.
To anyone reading this – especially my fellow sex workers – I want you to know your life matters. We want you healthy, happy and here. Take care of yourself. If you aren't able, there is help.
If you or someone you know is struggling with depression, isolation, or thoughts of suicide, visit the Trevor Project’s website or call the confidential, 24-hour hotline at 1-866-488-7386. In the U.S., you can also call 1-800-273-8255 for the National Suicide Prevention Lifeline. Also visit the American Foundation for Suicide Prevention to find information and resources.
Lots of love,
BRYAN
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